slowly, bit by bit, but surely

slowly, bit by bit, but surely.
one by one, accordingly :)

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they can say anything, think what they want, or even say i'm crazy, obsessed, weird, over, unrealistic, impractical, heretic, making stupid decisions or choices or say whatever they want to say, but my confidence won't be shaken by even a hint because i know for sure it's by far all truer than the fame, the superficiality, the majority, the relationships, the hate, the pretty things, the parties, the alcohol, the music, the celebrations, the conflicts, the customs, the fun, the grades, the claims, the shows, the traditions, the lies, the recognition, the money, the illusions of this world, the things people hanker after - everything that is really nothing at all in the face of death.

The thing is, nobody can understand the thoughts that fill the mind that's been touched by the death of loved ones except for those who've been through it, though that doesn't necessarily mean that all would make better choices in life. it's not something someone who've never gone through can truly empathize nor understand about as much as they may think they do.

The truth is, most of us really die before we've ever lived even though we're walking, talking, laughing and breathing. Feeling alive makes you realize how dead you really felt before. Beneath everything i was nothing at all even when i had everything, but if losing everything means being alive again, i'm willing to make that sacrifice and change, slowly but surely. i'll fight for what made me fully alive, awake, okay again after so long because truly nothing else have, nothing else truly can.

Live your life right.

Much Love,