Dear Irfan - I

I love you because you bring the best out of me.
I love whom, I have become since I have known you.
I love your terrific sense of humor.
Every time I look in your eyes, my heart misses a beat.
I enjoy doing things with you and spending time with you.
You are simply irresistible.

Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when your there, I feel safe.
Your voice soothes me.
I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, only I can't find the words other than I am happy we met and have gotten together after all we've gone through.

You make me feel loved, you make me feel needed, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted.
That is something that I hadn't felt in a very long time.
We have slowly grown into a beautiful marriages that only you and I can understand.

You are becoming my best friend, my lover and my soul mate.
You are a blessing that my entire being is very thankful for.
I feel that we were made to love, listen, understand, and work through all times in our lives together, a truly rare gift.

We have both gone through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one.
I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you.
I only wish to be by your side and with no one else.

From this moment on, we have each other and all the time to be in each other's arms.
When I say I love you
it is truly meant.

 I love you @irfanwarrable

 

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KATA

Aku hidupkan kata demi kata,
membawanya ke hati,
Meletakan hati ini untuk diuji batasnya
Tidak begitu sulit
bila Anda bisa mendengarnya cukup sering,
cukup untuk satu decak cinta,
hiruk pikuk udara,
Dengan kehendak atau kesediaan,
saya tidak bisa mengatakannya.

Mungkin tidak ada perbedaan
tapi dalam perubahan,memerlukan tindakan yang dibutuhkan. 
Saya telah melewati batas,
Berjajar melintasi jalan
seperti aku harus tersesat,

Tertarik ke sumbu,
Telanjang
Bola lampu samar menerangi
berkedip merah di sudut mataku..

Aku telah menyerahkan diri
pada kata-kata yang menjadi daging,
anggur sebagai air,
Tidak menahan diri,
Belajar apa artinya menjadi lebih ringan,
terpaut,
seperti api, 
ini menunjukkan abu yang lambat
saat aku membakar tahun-tahun saya,
Semua yang saya bangun dengan tangan saya

Saya telah menjadi yang saya mampu ,
bayangan yang besar di atas hati
sekarang tidak terkunci,
terbelenggu.
Tapi garis ini tidak memiliki pengaruh untuk memaafkan, menebus,
tidak menambah pengetahuan bahwa saya orang asing,
 
Hantu, untuk orang-orang yang saya cintai.  
Aku sudah menyimpan kata, 
tapi tidak hidup lebih lama dari kalimatnya ..

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Pada satu ketika,

kita akan menjadi detik

dan

menit di balik kaca arloji tua.

Kita punya ruang sendiri untuk saling bercerita–

menceritakan anak-cucu kita,

misalnya.

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07 05 2017

Happy Birthday to my best friend, my sillyrabbit,

the one who never fails to accommodate my every need,

the one who knows how to best handle me in every grumpy situation,

the one who annoys the hell out of me with his forgetfulness but yet is such a joy to be around,

the one who is ambitious and driven,

the one who wants to give me the best he can and last but not least, 

the one I will spend the rest of my life with.

I love you lah 😘

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01 05 2015 - II

For good times & bad times, you'll be by my side forever more.
Another year, another anniversary ; & we will deal with whatever life throws at us, together. .
❤️

Dear Husband..

Whenever I pour out my feelings to you regarding issues that are bothering me, and you reply me with your truthful opinions and harsh words..

would usually wished that you could say nicer things just to 'make me feel better', but would eventually be really glad that you always manage to wake me up just in time.

Thank you for always forcing me to accept the truths that I try to deny or escape from. I know you do that even though you knew I will be hurt for awhile from the cold reality and those harsh words, but you still do so because you have my best interest at heart.

 

 

I love you ❤️

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