Breakaway...

I copy and paste this words from SOS Status Update on Facebook, he wrote those words a view days ago,,,
I've tried to be casual, but I can't I was cried whole night cause it..

"almost 3 years we've been together, everyday that we've been through seems like wonderful..
you give me your laugh, your big smile, your life story, your sadness, your tears, your happiness, your heart and your love..
now, everything have been just a memory of my life, your left your little part in my heart and that part would be never ever gone..
still i can't imagine how do i live without everything that we've been do..
still i can't imagine how do i spend my every weekend without you..
still i can't imagine how do i through all my sadness without your shoulder..
still i can't imagine how do i share all my happiness without your smile..
i just wishing you luck out there..
wishing you'll find your true love out there..
wishing you'll find another happiness out there..
wishing you'll find your true guy out there..

just be strong my little girl...."

 since we decided to end our relationship

since we decided to end our relationship its so much awkward, felt so strange and It not what I wont't.!!

but what I've supossed to do??

but how to us to make it right??

how to make it ..............

HOW.???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am still love him more than he know, and maybe he's too but it so much complicated..

I just cried all night long just because think about this.!!

Sunday, 10 june 2012...

we hang out together, he pick me up and go to movie..

honestly, Im happy to be his side again, he always now how to make me smile

how to make me stop cried...

I love him with all my heart but if God didnt let us to be together, I just hopes...

he'll get the best, he'll get a women who love him the most,

a women who love his family too, especially his Mom..

God,,,

Please give me a strong heart to believed if his not mine...