ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

I think I just screwed everything up with a big mistake.
I really feel so DEPRESSED now, I wanna DIE.!!!
That sounded childish and silly but really, this is how I've been feeling for the whole day now...

Im so sorry for everything.
so sorry if I've been a foolish.
I really know if you so disappointed with me. yeah I can accepted that.
thats all my fault.

I think about all the things that have been, all the things that haven’t been and all the things yet to be, and I can't stop it even for awhile..
I wonder, why Im going Sucky???
but I don't cheating on you, seriously..
i've told you everything you wanna know and everything you asked..




Please forgive me......


Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don’t expect someone to read your mind and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out; half truths are no better then lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about; indifference hurts more than angry words.


Im so sorry if I was changed for bad to worst :(

but the one you have to know:

 "I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else."