Friday, October 28, 2011

It's been a long while.....♥



HII.
I'm finally back in blogger
Too busy and lazy to get my blog up-to-date.
Too many photos pending to be upload.
I'M LAZY!




Oct 16'th 2011...
in 100 days of my moms, still got a sad when I think or just remember she is..
her smile, her laugh, her kindness, her voices, her hug, and her kiss now all just the things I'll missing...
she is the greatest woman I ever seen, She is teach me how about to survive in this live..
how to maintance and fix my heart when its got broken..
She is.!!!
She is the one reason to me to still smiles evntough to many people and trouble pushed me..
She is the one reason why i grows up and be a strongs people..
She is the one reason whose make me to believe in love even they hurt you so bad.
She is the one reason who always teach me to give not just accept.
She is the one reason who always remind me to always forgive people who hurt you no matter what they ever do.

No Love No Pain. :
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it?? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
you build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person,
no differnt from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.
You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takea hostages. it gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like 'Maybe we should be just friends" turns into a glass spinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-insde-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. -My beloved moms-

Moms..
I do miss you all the time of my life..
When I woke up in the morning until I want to go sleep too..
every second, every minute, everytime..
do you see that moms, since you go my life is sooooooooo empty so dark..
Im always fall when I step my foot..
my way just look so dark :(
but I believing because you'll always in my heart and didnt ever wouldn't be alone..

She can deal with stress, carry heavy burdens,
smile when she feels like screaming, sings when she feels like crying,


My Beloved moms....
Terimakasih untuk hatimu yang selalu siap memaafkan kesalahan kami,
Terimakasih untuk mulutmu yang selalu siap mendoakan kami
Terimakasih untuk telingamu yang selalu siap mendengarkan keluh kesah kami
Terimakasih untuk tanganmu yang selalu siap mengusap air mata kami
Terimakasih untuk matamu yang selalu meneduhkan hati kami
Terimakasih telah menjadi penjaga hati dalam hidup kami.

Tak banyak yang bisa kami berikan,
Insya Allah akan kami bangun taman syurga 
Dengarkan air sungai yang mengalir dibawahnya untukmu
Ditemani semerbak wangi aneka bunga yang bermekaran dengan indah.

Berbahagialah selalu engkau Ibu disana
Terimalah sederet do'a yang tak pernah putus sebagai tanda cinta kami,
Semua kenangan tentangmu akan terus hidup dalam hati dan jiwa kami..



You are a perfect's one moms, I thinks that a reason why God Pick you first..
God love you much than Us,,
I always pray "GOD PLEASE SAVE MY MOMS"
Now, God did it..
God Was keep and save you :))

I love you moms, yesterday today tomorrow and forever...