My Lil brother's was birthday, and almost every year we are celebrates..
but its so difrrnt momments.hmm yeah since my lovely moms passed away everythings is changing :(
Honestly..(for me) Its sadness momment but for other side is happy momment,
we are still smiling and care of each other.
And my questions is :
- Does my mommy (in heaven) can seen me and her other childs smile??
- Does my mommy huggin on with us too???
- Does she knows if we are really miss her??
My cousin was text me : " If both of you are happy, your's mommy will happy too but if both of you are sad, she will too"
is thats true?? damn.!!
I really wanna see her always smiley and happy :)
in the other words I really believed If Allah swt will always save her better than me or other people whose love her...
I belived too if Allah swt will always care of her better tha me or all people whose love her.!!
Mom's.. I really wanna sorry..
If at the past I couldnt save you from people whose give ur pain.
If I couldnt understand if your hearts is so hurtin and brooke up.!
really sorry mom's, you really know if its are my deepest disapointed of myself :(
thats are really make me so stupid damn.!
ok.
my special words for my mommy is..
We are will always miss you , we are will always pray for you.
cos like you and everybody knews if we are really love you with the deepest of our hearts :)
and you are is the greatest mommy on the world and no one can changes you, NO ONE.!!
and I promises to you to always take care my lil sist and my lil brother.!
and lets pray togethr for Ipam, your lovely son..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY'S PAMBUDI MUHAMMAD NUGRAHA.!!!
MAY ALLAH WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, CARE OF YOU, AND BLEES YOU.!!
ALL THE BEST FOR YOU.! AMIEN.!
Nb: Thanks for commin on my dreams last night moms,
I am really so happy and greatfull. coz Finally I met you, Kiss and hug you even while just dreams..
Alhamdulillah
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