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As I grow older I thought I was stronger than before.. But I was wrong!
I have to admin that I'm still soft and weak in some areas.
Many may think that I'm strong(because I appear to be) and I have gone thru alot..
Yes, I've have gone thru alot and become a stronger person in someways..
but I'm still weak when it comes to someone I love.

There's too many things that happened in my life.. just too many
People may see n think that I'm having a good life because I've been going holidays often
but none of them understand that my heart is shattered into pieces
the true feelings inside me.. no one ever understands

I dare not think too much anymore.. because it really hurts
crying so much in bed now that my eyes sore
I'm turning in.. sleeping all my unhappiness away.

All these years I've followed my heart and it led me nowhere...
so I guess is time I follow my head!